start anew

I just realised my life have been a mess since you left.

guess now it's time to clean up the mess and start living again.

no point hanging on when the answers is so clear now.

I am sure there is someone out there for me, who is worth my time, love and energy. someone who is more worthwhile.

:)

relationship status:

Single + Leading someone on

I'm totally smitten by him.

cant wait for saturday to come.

meanwhile I'm finding myself reading up on his favourite band.

:)

Hi CY,


sorry that you have to witness one of the most embarrassing moment of my life. I guess you will never look at me the same way again.

My body bruised he's got me with nothing to win and nothing left to lose

Had a long day at work.
Decided to skip yoga class and came home early.
Nothing for dinner.
Trying to catch up on a bit of reading (Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper).
No time for all the blogs I subscribed.

Out of a sudden I felt like I miss the message tone on Gtalk.
I miss coming from home and talking all night long to that someone special.
I have lost all that.


--

Talked to K a bit on facebook chat today.
As usual, he comes and goes when I least expect it.
Dont think my heart can take it. I think of him almost everyday.

I think I had a crush on him the first time I saw him. I was strangely attracted to him. I just do. and I still do?
The second time I saw him we were at a friend's birthday party.
It was also the first time I got really drunk, and also the first time I kissed a guy who is not my boyfriend.
Guess my subconscious mind was awake when I was drunk, hence the making out?(I swear I didn't know how did it happen.All I remember was I was lying on him in the car backseat and the next minute we were kissing)

I refused to admit that I am attracted to him, because I knew he didnt like me that way. BRUTAL TRUTH.
Knowing him (and making out with him) changed my life.

Why do you have to constantly impressing people that are not worth of your time and effort?


Signing off with U2 - with or without you.

why do we always fall for the wrong person?

tell me why.


PS: hey you, I miss you. I think of you day and night.I wonder if you do the same.

shut up

I just need a space to write whatever I wanted.
So stop judging okay?